My person would like that Nyom get's another time discouraged, but what ever she feels inspired.
* a reflection: Atma had to think back and tought to tell an actually very ashaming story:
Once upon the time there was a ascetic living on the goodness of some in the city. As he decided to abound all, even smallest sighn of a householder he gave all of left over away. Having walked and traveled through the country many years to share given Dhamma books, he had at least some Dhamma books left, aside of the eight things proper to keep. Since longer no more depending on Dhamma teaching and with joy, he asked his main supporter to bring all those books to the near Ashram of female ascetics he had heared of, incl. an original book that would help them to find from secretarians to the original path. Having abound the last sign of a householder, he went forth into the unknown with eight thing required to keep.
Many years later it happened that he "accidentally" met those female ascetics another time, now having a dwelling in a huge and expensive burg, doing trade and fundraising with the good Dhamma, as he later came to see.
Though on the situation of inaccessibility to Dhamma for those already firm in Dhamma, or at least strong faith, he thought to let them be ask a double blessed question, if they would be wise, asking to dedicate the Dhamma toward the Savaka Sangha of Bhikkhus first...
Rejected, they told that it is hold by a monk who once told the ascetic, face to face, after being asked whether he could help with Dhamma books, that he and his group would not be in need of such "look, so many, nobody reads them"... Actually he had occupied a large support-budget for many years from friends of the ascetics for Khmer Books, which then where sold at the University's shop. First not aware that there are people who know the mind of others, second that effects also physical come to appearance, it was then that the ascetic, as formal a child, turned away of this biggest manifold thieving in this world another time. There is no good fellow-ship, even far, with one not dear to speak deliberate lies and with those involved in trading away the Tripple Gems heritage for their gains, chanting "Supaṭipanno bhagavato sāvaka-saṅgho. Saṅghaṃ vandāmi." at the same time...