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Posted by: Johann
« on: September 19, 2023, 08:34:57 PM »Still much busy in looking after children, phone, land, yet seriously thinking about renouncing. "It's not easy."
Ideas of thinking to get a ride to the city, to fix open things first, at the weekend, came up. Doubts, fears, can be dismantled by talks, yet, if a minute alone, away from defense (Dhamma), Mara has alwas an ease.
In the evening, like Atma suggested, she seeked to meet the village chief, to inform about her stay.
After that she shortly came up in the near dark. Maybe just to get her phone or fearing to walk in the dark, she hurried to get down again.
It's not easy to stick hard on Sacca, yet there is only this way.
As she left home, she actually had no idea where to go. Like most coming here, it's usually a more mature desire for a way out.